Slow Progress

I cut my morphine consumption in half again today from 50mg p/hour to 25mg p/hour.
Had a bad day as a result with faint spells, sweats and much discomfort, feel better now though and I am keen to get the drugs out of my system.

Recover is still so goddamn slow although I am eating 'something' everyday it is not much. I hav ebeen ill for so long now I am forgetting what it is like to be the 'normal me' as aopposed to the 'broken me' which I have been since sometime in October 2004.

Work is being very supportive, did my first half day last week and plan to go in several times this week - lots to do!!